i wish i have my mother by my side all the time. she's such a tower of strength. talking to her is like an endless shower of sunshine, guiding me through the darkness :)
i love mom!

anyways...
i think it's time for me to finally accept, one more time, what (or who?) i've been denying all along. not only because of the positivity that could be resulted, but also because of the feeling of being safe and sound when i set my life revolving around it.
i hope i could do it more successfully this time than i was last time.

have put my thoughts on what courses to take up, and i think my decision is final. something that will put my strengths for good use, something that will exercise a lil bit of risk-taking in me (i swear i have zero) and something that, if i manage to get through it with passion and zeast, will open ways to head on to (up to now) the biggest project of my life: to teach..

prolly the path i choose won't allow me to teach right away, prolly later; much much later. but it is the most sound path for everyone right now... and i hope i'll be guided..

this is a sentimental day, apparently :D

ok anyways, i bought a pair of wedges today, light brown colour. cute. big bow on the front.
and my parents almost bought me some too-expensive watch. lucky i have enough sense to reject it... it was really much too ex la.. some more, i always lose/break things unintentionally (d'oh..), so it'll really be a disappointing end if i end up losing that watch or whatnots...

btw
SHER HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!