Happenings since the last time I blogged:
I like playgrounds! =D esp. d one near YenYah's house. I never see a playground with that much swings before. I like YenYah's house, too, supercozy. O ya, n YenYah really looks like Mrs.Tan.
Danga Bay's playground isn't that bad, too... I only wish visiting it when the day is cooler.. scorchin hot son never does it for me.

5th December 2005 was the day when everybody else was busy dolling herself/himself up while I went around playing with their dresses, hair, contact lenses, shoes, knots, et cetera AND watching Asih's Desperate Housewives. Who asked me not to go for Grad?? At a discounted price, some more! Nvm...

7th December was teary and heartwarming at the airport.

Landed at Indo. The whole world here was (and is) busy. Dad and Mom are busy doing some crash project, sis busy preparin for exam, friends' caught up with exams. The only thing few things that keep me going are: playing with my brothers, Diah's bday party and my Mandarin lessons..

But Christmas and New Year are coming! Yay. Tho' im not celebrating Christmas, the holiday mood is settling in soon, so I am expecting some fun ahead.. if not this holiday is so dead..

OYA, Mum-Dad didn't let me go sign up for USA's universities after all. So I think my application envelopes will remain at home, unsent, and my personal statements files remain in my comp, unprinted. And they're against me doing Math in university... Hmm.. am considering their opinion to study Accounting at NUS, but wondering (can't help it) whether instead of fully compromising, i can do double degree instead.. u'noe, Accounting and Math, satisfy both myself and them. Dunno. But i guess their smiles r still de most precious thing for me (WAHAHAHHA! this doesn't sound like me, aye?), coz without em I ain't gonnabe where I am now (not tt where I am is very high or what)... so compromize, compromize, I'm still tryin to compromize.. Still figurin out.. still explorin myself..

And if all else fails (meaning: i dun get scholarship to study at NUS nor i manage to get any loans to study there), they've agreed to let me study in Indo (tho' it'll be sad). So Indo is a Plan C for me, (A=scholarship, B=loan), and if this is de one, I'd choose to study Medicine in Indo.. Yup.. I might sign up for crash course for high school syllabus next Jan, as soon as I get the required infos.

Future. Crossroads. Always hate it when it happen, always hate it when I have to choose and decide. But they're all parts of growin up..