weeheeeee! down to one more paper to go: 9233/00! go figure what paper that is.

anyway. i think i am totally screwed for prelims.

i know i'm going to only get FIVE marks for mechanics (out of forty something), because the rest of the thing i seriously dunno how to do. actually i dun even know what the question is talking. string here and there, attached to some particles and rotated and blah blah. i just.dont.get.it.
so my fmaths is definitely a gone case.

my chemistry also! hahahaa. i got a feeling it's gonnabe F again this time. at most i can push it to an O. bwahahaha. but nevermind. i know my organic sucks, and i'm getting help! hehe.. from the smart Jaq who scores A for her chem. lalala...

physics... arghhh. don't want to talk about it. i felt paper 3 was ok, but definitely not paper 1 nor two. and i heard max of 07/04 got full marks for his paper one. wow.

maths is my only hope. d'oh. i am a further maths student... if i can't rely on my maths c, then i might as well die, yeah.

erm, and today's physics s was really kicking ass.. (it rhymes!).
section a, the compulsory section, was reasonably hard.
but section b, the 6choose3 section, was UNreasonably hard.
i'll be on my knees if i can get, like, erm, thirty or forty percent.
and by the way, tjc physics teachers are LAZY. they simply use last year 'A'-levels for physics s to be our question paper for prelims. walao.

i'm ready for my results.. come what may!

on another note,
i spoke to dad the other day about my worries on not getting scholarship for university. and guess what he said? he said, it's okay!
can you believe??? he said that it was okayyy!
he even said that he would pay for my university education :)
there goes one major concern of my life these days. yayyeee.
i mean, three years ago, i remembered them telling me that they really hoped i'd gonnabe keep doing well in school and earning scholarships for the rest of my life so that they can save up for my siblings to get equally as good education (meaning, sending them overseas).
knowing my jc results, i know that getting scholarship is rather impossible already, so the other day i gather all courage to ask him...
aren't you proud of me??

what else yeah? how about these:
corpse bridge
four brothers
nightwatch
herbie reloaded

i want to watch those!!! but no money lah. so sadddd.
better go watch anime with sher. it's free! just borrow pat's comp.

i found NICOLAE in library and so badly wanted to borrow it.
coz i know my weekend is gonnabe a bit de empty.
and i lazy to go out coz i just wanna cozy up in my lil room.
but then.. stooped library system was down today.. have to try my luck tomorrow..

i think that's about it yeah..
nothing much is going on in my life, apparently :p
gotta regain my life back soon, like clara said..