i remember situations whereby i couldn't wait for the day to be over. lots of such situations, actually :D
however, i only can recall ONE particular incident whereby the situation went on for weeks, even months, in a degree so deep even the memory of it pains me. it happened five years back, when i was in my first year of junior college. i shouldn't talk about why.
my daily activity went like this: every morning, i wouldn't want to wake up; i would hate the rituals of taking a bath, putting on my uniform, taking breakfast downstairs at the Dunman canteen, and taking a bus to school. as a result, i would delay my waking-up time until it was just enough time for me to do rush through everything. i hated seeing people, i would purposely not saying hi to anyone i met. i avoided any kind of school work. i skipped school whenever i could get away with it. i did not go out. i shut myself from everyone.
the overall effect? well, as expected, my life was a mess.
it took time to rebuild what was left of me.. luckily i had friends to help me get through it :)

well. that was the first i ever had, and, as is everything first, there's bound to be the second, third, fourth, etc.

i have been to the second.

similar symptoms, similar signs. lucky thing, this time i anticipated it ^^
therefore, i was able to put forward certain steps to manage the outcome. and i have dearboyfriend to help me through it.

now i'm back! haha..

SOOCA, here I come! i'm prepared to win you over ;)

btw. i just watched harry potter and the half blood prince's trailer on EH's blog.
it's dark in a captivating, calling-you-over-to-find-out-more way. seductive.

anyway. i signed up for the a research exchange to spain since february, but haven't been notified about the outcome yet... true, i was told that i am the only one signing up from Indonesia, and true again, Indo has one slot to be filled.. but then again, what can I do if Spain doesn't want me?? btw, a classmate -JC- has been notified that she's going to Czech. coolness!

back to daily grind..
i have these many task to do :
1. learning issue (in class): physiology of vision. due TOMORROW.
2. learning issue (in academic div.): dizziness and vertigo. due TUESDAY.
3. SOOCA draft : diabetes mellitus, cerebral palsy. due TUESDAY.
4. Olymphiart: secretary's report. due TUESDAY.
5. AMSA research team: chief report. due TUESDAY.
6. lab activity: anatomy, histology, physiology of eye. due TOMORROW.
7. AMSA multicenter research: call & meet up dr. bachti. due THURSDAY.

ok, shall stop procastinating!

"procastination is the thief of time" - anonymous