"And so we give in to temptation, all the while knowing come morning, we'll have to suffer the consequences"

And I am guilty..

Anyways. Everyone seems to have started studying for SOOCA :( it kills me inside that i haven't even touched any notes.. but i haven't found the drive within me to start. I know that, without the drive, there'd be no chance of me excelling.
However, as a friend puts it, let the dogs bark.

Something that I learnt this week is, being altruistic is extremely difficult, especially if one is happen to be born with lack of self-sacrificing quality. You know one of those moments when someone else gets the appreciation for the good work that you have done, and that someone does not even bother to appreciate you back -not the slightest- ? Instead, she shamelessly push you to work even more for the cause (while you already know full well that no credits will be given to you)? I had that particular encounter yesterday :(
I was pretty devastated, but a few hours of reflection got me back up.. As he puts it, when such thing happens, just re-evaluate your goals, and think whether this work you do is consistent with what you really want in the end. And if it is, there is nothing in this world, let alone just a shameless b*tch, may stop you from achieving it.
Live your dream true to yourself.

I did say I want to blog about SLBN Cicendo.. but i'm currently in no mood on writing about it. So, let's save it for another day.