lil bit about me..
born and grew in surabaya
spent some time in singapore, learning about life
currently in jatinangor, pursuing dreams of life
likes coffee, good read, dr.gregory house, and sushi
hates being ill
enjoy reading!
marita
12:04 AM
Saturday, July 19, 2008
I have three ex-classmates: RO**, DI**, and MO**LI**
I wish I could wish them that:
- they have worsts of luck and bests of bad luck.
- their dreams may never be achieved.
- their happiness will fade away with time.
- they may never grow.
- God not be with them.
But i couldn't, because that's not what I'm taught to do.
I remember my sis telling me that Muhammad, The Prophet, prays to God to forgive whoever hurts him. Well, I'm only human, I can't do that.
When I'm bitten, I probably can't bite back. I probably can't even get close enough to do that. But hey, I've got rather long limbs. I can definitely kick ass.
And I'm waiting. Waiting til the day I can finally kick their asses. I can assure myself, that when I finally kick them, their asses will never be the same again.
6:12 AM
Monday, July 07, 2008
To kill time out of me, I've been cross-stitching
Yes, cross-stitching :D
Wimbledon final was on yesterday, Federer v Nadal
This time, Nadal finally took the title from my hero's hands :( :( :(
He did it in five sets, 6-4, 6-4, 6-7, 6-7, 9-7
Still not over the sadness :(
Shall move on with cross-stitching...
1:24 AM
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
I've just finished Agatha Christie's
Three Act Tragedy. Love it love it love it! I suggest, if you ever wanna try to read some detective stories or if you are looking for alternatives to Sherlock Holmes, try this book :)
Loooove the ending.
Y'know, one of the things that I'm probably really bad at is keeping in touch. I've lost counts of friendships that drift apart just because of time, or distance. It's not as if I purposely do it; I just don't know how not to. Then, when I actually realize how horrible I have been to let those friendships go away, I still don't know how to "pay my dues".
Like the case with my elementary school ex-mates. They started doing reunions about a year ago, around the time I had to move to Bandung. Which only means that for most of the reunions, I cannot be around (the reunions were held in Surabaya). Then, when I see pictures of them now, and how close they apparently are, I withdrew myself. I thought, there was no way I could fit in among them.
By the way, that doesn't happen one or two times, it happen to me almost all of the times. With many other kinds of friends.
With some friends, however, it simply doesn't happen. Those are the few friendships I manage to "save".
Anyway, does it make me a bad person? No.
Does it make me a bad friend? Probably yes.
Anyone with solutions?
Movin to less self-obsessed stuff,
1. Private Practice's starting today! Should be enjoyable.
2. Both Federer and Nadal advance to the quarterfinals of Wimbledon.
3. Heard that the year-end Tennis Masters' Cup is held in England this year! Yayee.
4. BF's coming to town tomorrow morning :) :) :) something to be happy about.
5. Met my niece for the first time. She came down to my house this morning. Name's IA Sekarcinta, and is called Cinta. She's only two-week-old yet so pretty already!
6. I'm reading The Time Traveler's Wife soon. Bought the book two days ago, based on Sher's (unintended) recommendation about three years ago. Took me long enough :D
7. Really want to go for hols