Good news for me is: exam's over
That means, I can take care of this blog again without feeling any guilt :D
Result's out, too, it's good ^^
Eventhough I think I can do better for Civics..
Some people registered for remedial exams eventhough their result is already very good, but I've decided that I won't.. I thought, since it's been quite a gruelling ten months of always trying to catch up with the thick, thick reading, I wanted to take a break from all of it for the next two months..
Note: in my fac, remedials are compulsory for those who get Ds or Es. They are voluntary for those who get Bs or Cs and wants to up their grades to As. The best results are the ones counted. Generous, I should say..
I straightened my hair.. It's becoming a six monthy routine for me for the last few years..
I haven't had anything planned out for holidays..
I wish I could work, but what work?
Otherwise, I want to go somewhere for holidays, but my savings ain't enough..
Hence, I decided to go home. (aaarghh, it's so hot in surabaya!)
When I asked my sis what's her plans for holidays, she said she had none, either, because she had to take care of something planned out by the her fac's student's union.. And then she advised me, well, if I have nothing planned out for the holidays, I should just think about the skills that I want to acquire at the end of the holidays, and work towards it.
(My lil sis is more grown-up than me in a lot of things, actually)By the way, talking about skills, I really think I am close to have no skills at all :( :( :(
However, when I thought about the skills that I want to acquire right away, I could only find two: driving and making decisions.
I learnt how to drive a few years back. I did drive around the city back then. But after I was absent from driving for a few months, I forgot almost completely about it :(
Probably driving is almost unnatural for me as dancing, sports, or anything that requires bodily movements. If I don't practice it everyday, I can't do it.
Making decision is even more difficult. In many things, I have no opinion, probably because I don't care about those things. That said, sometimes we just do have to take a side in certain things right? For example, during the election of Governor. I need to decide which candidate my vote goes to, but I don't have any inclination towards any. Nor that I am interested to find out the programmes of each candidate in order to make my decision-making process easier. Most of the time, when such situations surface, I would just let go of my vote. I just behave...nonchalantly. Inside, though, I don't think behaving like that is
right. Ah, I don't know.....