what the.......!!!! i just typed one whole very long entry regarding the indo-tjc trip to geylang on friday, the developments in my applying to US universities and in the post-A-level malaysian trip, but the computer suddenly just so %$#&!!! grrrr... nevermind.. i shall write about something else yea.

i was studying last night (at about 2AM), when the radio played this song... saccharine mood overwhelmed me right away...

and so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
where we're gonna be when we turn 25
i keep thinking times will never change
keep on thinking things will always be the same
but when we leave this year we won't be coming back
no more hanging out cause we're on a different track
and if you got something that you need to say
you better say it right now cause you don't have another day
cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
these memories are playing like a film without sound
and I keep thinking of that night in june
i didn't know much of love but it came too soon
and there was me and you
and then we got real cool
stay at home talking on the telephone with me
we'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
and this is how it feels

* as we go on, we remember all the times we had together
and as our lives change come whatever,
we will still be friends forever

so if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
when we look back now will our jokes still be funny?
will we still remember everything we learned in school?
still be trying to break every single rule
will little brainy bobby be the stockbroker man?
can heather find a job that wont interfere with her tan?
i keep, i keep thinking that it's not goodbye
keep on thinking it's a time to fly
and this is how it feels

la, la, la, la ...
yeah, yeah, yeah la, la, la, la ...
we will still be friends forever
will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
can we survive it out there? can we make it somehow?
i guess i thought that this would never end
and suddenly it's like we're women and men
will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
will these memories fade when i leave this town i keep,
i keep thinking that it's not goodbye
keep on thinking it's a time to fly

sob sob. very sad.
anyway, saw mr andy goh who looks like choong yoon today, asked whether he would mind writing a recommendation for me (can't believe i'm asking from him instead of mrs.loo.. considering the difference between my chem and physics grades, this is sumthing that is quite out of this world.. but i just have something against mrs.loo lah.. and i think she also has something against me takin physics s-paper.. hmmm..). and he said, "i wrote a very good tutor's comment for you, (thankyou, sir) so please do your part, okay? get your As!"

ugh. have been sometime since anybody at all asked me to get my As... so encouraging!!!!! heeheeee.. almost cried there (okey im getting too sentimental, but anywayyyy!). i could only reply, "yes, sir. thank you." while actually my heart screams, "DAMMIT IM GONNA GET MY 4ASSSS!!!!"

heehee. okey.. gotta go home already..