one step closer towards the USA, i guess..
i have made up my mind yayee. at least i'll TRY! i don't really care about the outcome, i believe i'll enjoy the process anyway.
dun want to look back and regret, so i'll do my best.. my very best..
one good motivation is: ESCAPIN SINGAPORE... whoa.. that's, like, ultimate dream..
lalallalallaalala.

i know i am faking. i know i am lying to you all and to myself, but let me be. just let me be. just, really, let me be. that's how badly i want to be left alone, geddit? what is so good about being able to poke your nose into my business? do y'all even have the slightest idea that it might hurt me? i'll do it my way...

mel mel and jejes.. sometimes i just miss you and miss being in the same hostel as you! the only ones who i can really confide in anything.. and who can accept me for the way i am. if you read this, thank you. thank you so much for being able to do so.. you're one of the very, very fews who can always put my mind at ease.. thanks..