this entry is again about my past. so yea, skip it. got lots of boring details unknown to most of you..

can i ask a question to the world? if an acquintance (yeah, not even a friend..) do real bad things to me (s)he made me cry, am i supposed to just accept the apology asked after a few years down the road, and pretend as if nothing had happened before? and accept the plea to accept him/her as a friend? izzit so?

sighz! they say, "the past is in the past" but even if it is so, i think all of us are made up of our pasts.. and taking away those past is taking away some part of ourselves. yupp. im getting very cheem but nevermind.

cannot la. even when the friend was apologizing i was close in tears. very close. maybe if at that point of time somebody go and hit me jokingly from the back, i can easily cry. the memory of that period was that bad.

hmm.. but i think it's just fair to reply that "hey i cant forgive. not yet, at least.", yeah? so i think i'm going to do just that. ciao.