sucky sucky my exam results are sucky.

ta-daaaa, in descending order.
maths 67
physics 55
fmaths 31 (and you'll think that it'd be the lowest i could hit, but...)
chem 28

of course my chem is lower than my fmaths! since when it'll ever be higher? chem, no matter what, is difficult. so is mechanics.

if i ever said my maths is 70+ or my physics is 60+, guess what, that was a bluff! teehee. that's why.. don't push me la.. i'll say if i want to say..

Hmm.. so i suppose it'd be B, C, F, F?

2Fs, 2As, must be seeing principal already lah. nevermind. maybe could give me some push. i need a drive.

but

die die i'm not dropping fmaths ya. hey it's not my worst subject, so i drop for what? and the chem tutor is a bit against me dropping chem. so... nah, not dropping whatever p/vp/ct/friends say.

stubborn me?

but i guess i need this failure. i somehow have it in me that without failures, i will never learn; i will keep thinking "can chiong", i will keep slackin, i will think that someday i'll master mechanics or stuff but it isn't like that. hmmmm.. been foolin myself? yeah maybe.. but it's not too late to change, rite? i have two whole months before prelims. and four whole months before the real 'A's.

okey! i can do this! i can do this! i can do this!

hmmm.. how about no "bleach" unless i get above 70% for a test? yupp that shall be the way..