Congratulations to myself for being placed in band four for GP combined-lesson. As a result, I gotta do one newspaper review per day. Nevermind. Will do anything to improve my language.

Hmm. I got back my essay (the one on limit on science, written last thursday) and I was really concerned. It's not exactly about the marks I got (18/50, which obviously is pretty bad, but is not unexpected given my state of mind when writing it), but more of the TONE of it. Discussed the essay with Mrs. Yong at the end of the class, and I was shocked to know that my essay made her believe that I am this self-centred free thinker who absolutely condones religions AND who begod Science. To top it all, she said that she had the impression that one of my paragraph sounded like "thrown in for the sake of saying that there exist these nuts religious groups".

SO, instead of being so concerned about the essay I'm writting, I took a step back and try to reflect during my "lonely bus ride" home. (Ummm actually not that lonely anymore coz I've got my wonderful wonderful MP3 player already! Bwaaahahahaha).
Have I changed that much?
Did this ****ing place really transform me to such extent?
I don't remember being this cold-hearted and practical. Thought I always more of the compassionate ones, with principles.
Cut it off. Apparently that's not the case. What have I been doing? WHAT? *knocks self*

Hmmmm...
CONGRATULATIONS TO SCGS SYMPHONIC BAND!
Gold for SYF 2005! GOLD GOLD GOLD, FIRST GOLD!
Bwahahhhahaaaa. How could I even think that it was impossible? It's Gold, man. If it's achievable for them, the used-to-be another silver band, even degraded to bronze four years back, then I should think it's achievable for TJC Guitar Ensemble, too.
Bwahahhaaaa. I'm so out of point.
Anyway. VERY HAPPY for them. So I shall work hard to achieve the same level of happiness, yesh? No ponning, No late-coming, All-focusing, And Please Do The Hand Exercise Before You Sleep.

Uh. PW Results tomorrow. Good luck to self. If I get a Band Two I'll be flying high in the sky already, who cares about the others' results. I swear my friday is not gonna be destroyed by whatever result I get.

Haven't had my dinner :( And it's 9.35pm already. Happy starving or maggie-mee-ing. Haiya, roommate! Hurry come back! I'm LONELY. Bwahahhaa. My roommate's name's Joanne, by the way. :p

Betta get back to my studying, tmr I've got my first statistics test. It should be managable. And I want to proove to myself that I'm better in this, at least, than [censored]. Maybe not for other things. Just this. Please.