Read a friend's blog just now (yup instead of researching for GP), and I came across a phrase that sounds something like this:
"with *peeeeppp* i know i can be myself, i don't need to pretend to be someone who i am not"
and i found myself laughing.
i think it's because we always think that in front of the person we really like/love/are infatuated with, we are supposed to be able to act as ourselves.
but the thing is, this is reallllyyy hard to do.
i've observed, from personal experiences or from friends' experiences, even when i observe mom-dad's relationship, it still doesn't work out that way.
facades are still put, some feelings are suppressed.

come to think of it, will we ever act as ourselves when loved ones are around?
i know we can when good friends are around... but why we insist that in front of someone we like, we would be acting as ourselves? would be feeling comfortable?
argh. i just dont understand la.

i am so tired of the routines. of the usual wake-uppp-in-da-morning and go go catch the bus to school, come back to hostel, dinner-ing and doing homework.
"there's gotta be more to life", said stacey oricco.
i want a break (as if i haven't had one week of them)...
stop this boredom! somebody saves me...
i just wanna LIVE.
like Van Minh. (Jas, tis is referring to ur book...)