YAY! I broke my personal record for 3.6km run yesterday during the TJC Annual Road Run! WHEEWHEEWHEE I'm so happy! Haha. I know that my timing is quite, quite bad; but it was still my personal best and it was like almost three minutes faster than my normal timing. Which is goood. At least I felt so. Perhaps it's the very fact that I didn't get to jog on Friday evening because I was preoccupied by Guitar and Astro (by the time I reached home, it was about 9pm already). So my body kinda really wanted to justt.. runnn hahaha.. The time shown by the big digital clock that welcomed me at the finishing line gave me a shock.. it was 21'50". Can you imagine?? When I trained (okey, not exactly training, more like jogging) by myself, my 3.6km at best registers a timing of 29'30". I knew my running yesterday was faster, but it could not have been that fast! After being in touch with the class peeps, I was informed that you have to actually add another 5'00" to your timing to get an accurate reading (shittily sounds like Physics SPA?). Ha. So my timing is actually 26'50".. which isn't bad at all for my standard. Hahaha. I mean, I am happy; so who cares with the rest of the world.. :P
Oh yeah, by the way I seriously don't understand what's wrong with the class guys yesterday. Firstly, Sherwin didn't come in first (it's like HALLO, Mister Khoo, what's wrong with you today??). He came in second, about 150-200m behind Ronny, the b-baller who got in first. Kar Gea wasn't one of the first few that I saw. To think about him bragging about his strength all the time now sounds very bullshitty, not that I am not used to it already. People like JJ who obviously could run fast suddenly came in as one of the last few. And people like Kenneth and Leonard who didn't even run were just being sick, basically. Didn't expect Wai Lee to be THAT fast, though! I know he's fast, but 21st position is like WOWWW! Overall, though, I really salute all the guys who completed the run.. 5km is really SOMETHING, isn't it? Especially when (I heard) the cohort is only trained for 3.8km so far. Clap clap.
[How I wish I could complete 5k. If it happens, that would be The Day. Haha. I don't know what Day. It's just The Day, coz it seems so impossible. Maybe with repeatedly trying it out along Kallang River as usual? I dunno. Ha. Let's make it this year's goal: to be able to complete 5km jog non stop. Whoahahaha. By end of year? And let's make it below 40minutes.]
Oh but some bitch pisses me off yesterday. Shouldn't say who because if I do it will be a gossip already.. Now I start to feel that I have made the right decision by temporarily terminating the relationship. At least I am not obliged to defend her in whatever she says, not obliged to give her some bloody advice, not obliged to listen to what she has to say--simply, I can ignore her like the way I ignore those who irritates me. What the hell. Furthermore, she's got no right to kacau me in the middle of my studying time or my leisure time whatsoever, and thus I shall be able to be a happier person. I just wish I could stop feeling so irritated about her, because.. well, it's just not My Way, you know.. I don't like this hatred I feel.
In retaliation to that, I start to think that abstinence from any sort of emotional attachment is best for me currently; for otherwise, I would just keep being hurt. If I could avoid it, why should I go on? I mean, allright, I'd just hangout with classmates in school; cca-mates in cca time; hostelmates in hostel; and that would be it.. Or, actually, I start to feel more in touch with the hostel girls recently--start to think that they understand the meaning of friendship more than other people do. Partly, I guess, it's because in hostel, we see everything about each other. No cover-ups, almost no secret. And thus, people are more accustomed of accepting their friends for who they are. This is my theory for now, will prove it's relevance in.. I guess, a few months' time? Because judging from the friendships I had so far, the test would only come after a few months. So.. let's wait and see.
Oh yeah, am cutting my hair very soon. Byebye to long, heavy, hard-to-style hair.. welcome short ponytail and a bit of fringes. Fungus, Eng Hooi and She Weay are also cutting. Mass cut, pple!
Watched Won Bin's "My Brother" last night in Shin Fei's room together with some of the hostel girls, and now I am definitely head over hells for Won Bin. His cute smile! His teeth! His nose! His stupid faces! His silly expressions! His muscles! I can't sleep alreadyyyyyyyy. It's too much to take in. Haha.
Last night I felt like hugging... a bolster. But I don't have one. So I hugged my pillow instead, trying to imagine that it's... a bolster.
I wrote that not because Mrs. Yong just taught the class about metaphors.
Aaaaarrrrrggghhhh. Why do I have to like you? Even when you are farfaraway, even when you don't even say hi, even when you don't care anymore.. why do I still have this feeling? Erm, by the way, I mistook him for some guy during the run, and.. that guy turned out to be particularly.. weird-looking.. and I mean the face. Haha. Their build and their face actually look similar, though.. so I start to think, is he that weird-looking? Well, prolly! [Actually this isn't my first time mistaking him for that particularly weird-looking guy]..
Okay. Anyway.. back to my daily grind.
