Mar, how are you?
Sorry I haven't been writing for long.. I haven't got that much time to visit landshop as much as I did. There are always things coming up that I just have to do. "First things first", like you said. 'Sides, I have to start saving money! Medicine books are insanely expensive.. if high school textbooks only cost me a few tens of thousand rupiahs, medicine textbooks could cost about a million rupiahs! (I just bought one). Can always ask from parents for more if I really can't manage, but I think it's totally unfilial for me to keep asking for more. Here in Airlangga University's Medicine Faculty, I've been trying to involve myself with all the various activities, hopefully it won't cost me my studies. I was thinking, since I am here already, I might as well make myself visible, make the most of the time and not wasting it. It's like, every single one of us is given 24 hours per day, so it is really up to us to optimize it, you got what I mean? Hehe. Maybe you could take a look at my friendster profile for the activities I've become part of :)

Whew, a few more days then it is your birthday already. Since I'm afraid I would forget it or something (I certainly hope not), let me wish you an early HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Stay smart, and hope all your dreams come true. Any plan coming up for birthday? Any changes you want to make this year? That was just to give you a bit of inspiration..

I still remember you saying you wanted to go to this very Medicine Faculty I am studying. Is it for real? For an instant I couldn't believe it, but if you have your own reasons, there is really nothing for me not to believe.

That's it for now.. I'd continue in another one.. Sorry for never writing you the usual long, life-sharing emails, but for now I think it's more comfortable to write here. Thanks.

So that was one message I just received from somebody who used to, well, let's say, mean a lot to me. His words were used to be able to keep me going, at least until his next words of wisdom appear again in email form in my inbox. Used to. Now, he is just.. just another friend. Six years were long enough.

I extracted this from Winnie's blog. I kinda like it, for no apparent reasons.
No matter how hard you try to get over someone, you will still have some sort of feeling for them, remembering the ways things used to be, and how they are now. And you sometimes hope that the new person in their life was still you, and everything was how it used be, erasing all the bad things that happened. Time is supposed to make things better, but in love it doesn't. Although we have been apart for a while, and now have diferent loves in our life, I stil can't help wondering how your life is, and when I catch you glancing at me, I can't help but wonder if your heart beats a little faster, as mine does when I see you.

He looked good today, I almost think that he bathed this morning :p That fresh face is not usually there. And that especially reddish lips today. And the especially jet-black hair. Sigh. You are not usually this good-looking. But as always, I can't take my eyes off of you.

Ewww. I sound grossly desperate.