lil bit about me..
born and grew in surabaya
spent some time in singapore, learning about life
currently in jatinangor, pursuing dreams of life
likes coffee, good read, dr.gregory house, and sushi
hates being ill
enjoy reading!
marita
10:15 PM
Friday, February 18, 2005
I don't know how could a Friday be more fucked up than this:
1. My chemistry test, which I quite surely studied for, is really a gone case. I will fail again. I start to think that maybe, just maybe, I should give it up.. I never pass the examination (yes, it's never a C-grade), I am always at the fail-pass borderline (marks ranging from 11/25 - 14/25) for lecture tests. I don't even like the practical periods. I like the theory part, but what the point of doing all this if I can't score? Shit, did I start to sound like just another (oops) Singaporean, fretting over marksssss? OH NOOO. Better get off this country soon.
2. Maluating myself in front of the class peeps by confidently presenting my solution for tutorial when it is actually WRONG.
3. Got noticed that I have to do an essay over the weekend because I missed GP lesson yesterday.
4. Accidentally threw away my SAJC Carnival tickets together with other receipts early in the morning.
5. Didn't have time to jog. Forget about clocking 10kms this week laaaaaaa damn.
6. Discovered that playing childish pranks can only, above all, hurt pple's feelings no matter how insignificantly. Sorry, roommate. Sorry, Jay.
7. Astro is boring IF one goes there feeling superly tired. But the astronomy facts presented by Mr. [Nu] Chan was enriching.
8. Feel very full (it is a disgusting feeling really) due to the not-very-nice fried noodle bought at hawker's centre for dinner. I should have eaten instant noodles (but i've eaten two packs this week so forget it).
If there is anything that makes me happy today, it's the fact that YIPPIE I TALKED TO HIM TODAY. Not that it is a big thing, really--but a good thing nevertheless. The topic we were talking about was, should I say, super dry-cum-saddening... byebyebye... teacher's here...