How it seemed to me that "Raison D'Etre" was the only one exactly a year ago and how he is not even a good friend right now. Well, perhaps he still is, but it is no longer the co-dependency that was present from August03 up to, say, August04? It has evolved into something more.. well, I should say, individual.

Still under relationships, how certain people have turned from very good friends to acquaintances and vice-versa. How the used-to-be-not-so-close roommate is now someone I really miss when she isn't around (FUNG IF YOU READ THIS JUST TREAT IT AS IF I'M JOKING BWAHAHAHA).

How I was so blue and innocent about people, and how have I turned into a more cynical being nowadays. It is something regrettable but nevertheless can't be neglected if one doesn't want to be called, uhm, stupid? Haha. It's sad to notice that innocence equals stupidity. Uh, but anyway, thanks to those who manages to keep me sane. It's a crazy, dog-eat-dog world out there, you know.. can get kinda stressful at times.

How I loveeeeeeee playing Besame Mucho and Dance of Yao People (uhm, two Guitar SYF pieces) two weeks ago when I just got accepted in the SYF team as opposed to me getting kinda tired of those two pieces by, like, today's practice.

How I just realize, after talking with somebody, that I don't know her at all... I thought I knew her really well.. talk about predictability.

My priority.. has shifted from overseas university and scholarships to local university and own funding.. and "local" here I don't mean Singapore.. I mean my own country Indonesia.. where my home is.. where I am truly happy. Yeah. My focus on the subs I am doing (Go for straight As and double distinctions!) and CCAs (be the best I can, be responsible, be as busy as I can.. haha) still have not changed, though. I don't know why.. perhaps somehow I can forgive myself for opting to easier, simpler way of life I know that I actually CAN choose the more sophisticated way, you know.

Anyway. Those are all changes... and it didn't hit me with surprise that it happened. It's just that, when I kinda review it, it makes me realize that that is what life is about. Changes. So Yup.